很多时候
许多人都会想要暂时的逃离 暂时的放弃
甚至于 希望一切重来
对吗?
我承认
我是习惯性的逃避
但 理应应该改了不少了啊
突然的念头
好想 就这样的失忆, 忘了一切
好想 就这样的离去, 抛下一切
好想 就这样的死去, 一切一切 再与我无关……
怎么了?
别问我 我本身也不懂怎么了
突然的 想写一写
但 别担心
我并没要去死
时辰尚未到……
就这样的离去
似乎对不起家人 也放不下他们
而 死去，
这 似乎说的有点胡闹 所以 想想就好
反而 就这样的失忆
脑子里 还经常有这念头
感觉 应该挺不错的
有些时候
许多许多的事情
我真的不想知道 也不想理解
人生 就是如此
往往要人们都经历 生老病死 拥有 七情六欲
谁人啊 无被伤害过呢?
人生啊 人生
其实 把人生看穿了
重点还不是 生——>死
过程 是看你如何去经历罢了
享受的 煎熬的 痛苦的 苦尽甘来的 幸福的……等等等等
在你还没看见真正熬着辛酸难过日子的人儿时
请别埋怨 其实我们都活得比他们幸福……
对啊，那 我还怨什么呢
四肢健全 五官正常
感谢上天 感谢爸妈 吖~
其他事 就顺其自然 无谓多事吧
做好自己 享受自己
不就好了吗?
为自己 挂上那虽不讨喜 但真实漂亮的微笑吧 C=
国家政治天灾意外人为 什么的
看多了 都累了
一切 也似乎不那么重要了
只剩 家人
有曾想过 不念书了
爸 也别干了
国家政事 什么选民不选民的
咱就别理了 不管了
咱们到山上居住，以 耕种为生
过着轻松 无再多的烦恼的日子
两袖清风似的
如何吖?
呵呵~
在笑我吧
我知道 我也太天真了吧
现在哪里还会有人愿意在山里 还是乡里居住吖
我亦向我妈开玩笑似的提过
同样的 她直接的就把莲花姐被众人指责 嘲笑 的那案子 作为了她的回答
那时 我真的完全的明了……C=
突然的希望
自己是个乡村孩子
从小就会照顾自己 照顾家人
从小就会打点一切 生活简易
从小就会烹饪烘烤 不忧饿着 就算是简单菜肴也好
当然的 现今的世纪
当然的 要有个爱护 关心 孩子们的父母吖
就算我们会照顾自己 打点生活的
父母也还会有那份爱 就够了
而那时的我 管他是乡芭妹 还是乡芭佬
应该常希望到城市去的
甚至去闯一闯也说不定呢
但 终有一天
我会体会到简单的好
我会知道自己属于什么地方
而什么地方 最舒适
谁不希望 生活很好 要什么有什么
谁不希望 工作轻松 日子仍好过吖
你可以说我没进取心，我认
但竞争 也只会让人看清更多人险恶的一面罢了
其实 简单的生活不好吗?
我亦不想再和人困难的相处下去了
不管是 憎恶的 讨厌的 看不顺眼的 虚伪的 做作的 沟通不了的
你若不当我是人儿 我没关系
但 谢谢你那么看得起我
我只是个小人物 没必要当你生活中的坏人大配角
而我也比较贪心
要么当我是路人或临时演员 要么让我当主角
与其你看着我难受 倒不如赐我一见隐形斗缝 你眼不见为净
我倒无所谓 只是要你因我而心口作痛 我自觉罪过
与其你认为我是多余的 倒不如把我归类于垃圾堆 不必为我烦恼
我不在乎你对我的看法 只是要你担忧 我受不起啊
与其你在我面前惺惺作态 倒不如去面试应征演员 说不定你以后就是位大明星呢
我天资有限 不会欣赏你的演技 要你费神费劲的在我面前表演 我实在是不好意思
与其你与我难以沟通 倒不如日后咱俩点头虚寒 微笑问暖 招手为Hi 挥手为Bye 争吵也不再存在
我并没有不愤 只是在意见分歧的时候 选择了沉默 让争吵黯然地离咱而去
要你费力费气地与我争执 我实在是自叹无奈啊~
人生
真正的领导者 及 掌控人
是自己
命运 也只不过是3分运气 7分主宰
到头来 也还不都是自己
别理他人的评语 别在乎他人的眼光
做好自己 把自己的角色发挥到最好
让生活充满了自己爱的模式
这一生 就愧对得起自己啦~
何必为了他人而伤心呢
伤心伤肺的 他人知吗?? 他人不珍惜 是他人的损失
何必为了他人而愤怒呢
伤神伤气 患了内伤谁替你治疗
何必为他人心烦呢
伤了脑筋亦伤神 何不让脑子多干些好事呢
何必不为自己想想 为自己家人想想 为爱你的人想想呢
替那些无谓的人儿 伤心伤神伤肺伤肝伤肾的 值得吗?
人生 不长也不短
一生中 你能有几件事情是有意义的吗?
有几件是有纪念价值的吗?
有几件是值得回味的吗?
亦有几件是与家人一起的吗?
还有 几件是能 不由自主的牵起你的嘴角 会心一笑 而微笑就此停留 不把悲伤给带来的吗?
有一天
我离开了这世界
或许没人记得我
这没关系
但 我希望 我这趟人生并不是白来的
起码 也要有几件美事~
也许 有天我该尝试背包旅行吧~ C=
加油, 我的人生
Monday, August 29, 2011
Wednesday, August 24, 2011
Tuesday, August 23, 2011
Update!
Recently quite lazy + not free to update ~>.<~
every time say wanna update,
but mostly no time at the last =.=
final coming soon,
still not yet study >.<!!!
coz of................lazy.... (^.^lll)
time passing so fast
i still not yet enjoy enough in this sem
haiz...
everything is going fast like hell =.=
nothing to say much in this post,
will post other stories in the next posts C=
share a photo taken in this noon
every time say wanna update,
but mostly no time at the last =.=
final coming soon,
still not yet study >.<!!!
coz of................lazy.... (^.^lll)
time passing so fast
i still not yet enjoy enough in this sem
haiz...
everything is going fast like hell =.=
nothing to say much in this post,
will post other stories in the next posts C=
share a photo taken in this noon
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| chinese July not yet pass ~~+.= who is that..? xDD |
Tuesday, August 9, 2011
—The Weather in Kampar, recently—
not a nice weather in kampar recently
it's freaking hot in the morning and noon,
but since yesterday,
(i duno the previous, coz i just back on sunday night ~>.<~)
almost at 4pm++ , Heavy Rain+Wind arrive!!!
so, same as yesterday,
just got a heavily rain & the scary wind ~>.<~
the wind really blow very strong, and the sound really geli nia~
the chairs and table at my living room also drop!!!
OMG, my room at 2nd floor, quite high d leh~
luckily Joey close the door nia~
if not, sure flood liao ~>.<~
but just a while only,
around 4.50pm
——it stop—— (=.=)
really speechless on this suck weather~
kampar, when can u stop disappointed me???
*a question pop out again,
should i study degree course in kampar or setapak? *
Arghhh~Damn it >.<
stop thinking those things for while
i better think what to eat right now C=
it's freaking hot in the morning and noon,
but since yesterday,
(i duno the previous, coz i just back on sunday night ~>.<~)
almost at 4pm++ , Heavy Rain+Wind arrive!!!
so, same as yesterday,
just got a heavily rain & the scary wind ~>.<~
the wind really blow very strong, and the sound really geli nia~
the chairs and table at my living room also drop!!!
OMG, my room at 2nd floor, quite high d leh~
luckily Joey close the door nia~
if not, sure flood liao ~>.<~
but just a while only,
around 4.50pm
——it stop—— (=.=)
really speechless on this suck weather~
kampar, when can u stop disappointed me???
*a question pop out again,
should i study degree course in kampar or setapak? *
Arghhh~Damn it >.<
stop thinking those things for while
i better think what to eat right now C=
Sunday, August 7, 2011
——Problem——
i was thought my this sem included my final exam will finish at 4th Sept
BUT, it's not!!!
00OOooOOWW~!!!!
IT'S TOO BAD!
i just hv 2 subjects in this sem,
6th Sept - 1 sub
8th Sept - 1 sub
Haiz~
holiday gone again~T.T~
i still thought i can go Genting, KL, Penang, even Macau too!!!
now i know Macau surely say GoodBye to me d T.T
KL mostly will be thr~
Genting, erm....not sure yet...
Penang, depends lar~ >.< ~
a problem pop out again,
should i continue study in UTAR, in the degree course Commerce Account?
or i quit here?
but if i quit, whr should i go????
Cabin crew?
erm...many ppl are not supporting me in this way,
thought it is complicated working area,
i knew, and depends on yr own what~
and i also need time to keep fit!! ~>.<~
so, skip it 1st
taking a course such like diploma in taiping?
oh no, i dun think so ba..
when finish also almost same like SPM only..
and also wasted my time and money in UTAR
marriage??
Gosh~i dun think i will get marriage so early,
maybe......at 30 years old?? ^.^
coz no ppl wan ba~ hehe~
and i also dunwan b a person who look like useless~>.<~
if let husband take care everything of u,
i think one day he might feel tired,
and i will feel ashame too, coz i know NOTHING
when arguing, he just a word then can PK me d~
"everything of u are provided by me!" ,c, sure die mia~
and sure coz of money,
i dun like arguing because of Money, is it worth it?
such a headache problem~
~~~~my future~~~~
~WHERE ARE U~
miss that time when i was a kid
nothing to worry
nothing to decide
nothing to busy
but it's too bad~
i have no much memory abt my childhood
i also duno y~
that's why i dun like to talk abt my childhood experience~
(a secret had been with me for long time~)
if read, just knew it then ok d lar~
dun help me to promote it ya~ XD
anyway,
it is the time to start my revision d~
God, Bless Me please~
share a photo with Daniel
BUT, it's not!!!
00OOooOOWW~!!!!
IT'S TOO BAD!
i just hv 2 subjects in this sem,
6th Sept - 1 sub
8th Sept - 1 sub
Haiz~
holiday gone again~T.T~
i still thought i can go Genting, KL, Penang, even Macau too!!!
now i know Macau surely say GoodBye to me d T.T
KL mostly will be thr~
Genting, erm....not sure yet...
Penang, depends lar~ >.< ~
a problem pop out again,
should i continue study in UTAR, in the degree course Commerce Account?
or i quit here?
but if i quit, whr should i go????
Cabin crew?
erm...many ppl are not supporting me in this way,
thought it is complicated working area,
i knew, and depends on yr own what~
and i also need time to keep fit!! ~>.<~
so, skip it 1st
taking a course such like diploma in taiping?
oh no, i dun think so ba..
when finish also almost same like SPM only..
and also wasted my time and money in UTAR
marriage??
Gosh~i dun think i will get marriage so early,
maybe......at 30 years old?? ^.^
coz no ppl wan ba~ hehe~
and i also dunwan b a person who look like useless~>.<~
if let husband take care everything of u,
i think one day he might feel tired,
and i will feel ashame too, coz i know NOTHING
when arguing, he just a word then can PK me d~
"everything of u are provided by me!" ,c, sure die mia~
and sure coz of money,
i dun like arguing because of Money, is it worth it?
such a headache problem~
~~~~my future~~~~
~WHERE ARE U~
miss that time when i was a kid
nothing to worry
nothing to decide
nothing to busy
but it's too bad~
i have no much memory abt my childhood
i also duno y~
that's why i dun like to talk abt my childhood experience~
(a secret had been with me for long time~)
if read, just knew it then ok d lar~
dun help me to promote it ya~ XD
anyway,
it is the time to start my revision d~
God, Bless Me please~
share a photo with Daniel
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| a day spent with him, it is freaking tired to take care him~ XD but thanks him, have fun with me·complaint to me·and like me thanks for being my nephew |
Saturday, August 6, 2011
You
Just gonna to say that
Every time saw u
I gonna to talk to you
Seriously & truthfully
YOU JUST SUCH A BITCH!
DAMN IT!
ARGHHHH~
What the Hell u tot u r~
Celaka!!
I think all the rude words also can't describe my feeling on u, mother bitch!
I know I'm not a useful ppl in this world, but better than u this fucker mother bitch!
U just keep producing RUBBISH to everyone of us!
ARGHHHH~!
Every time saw u
I gonna to talk to you
Seriously & truthfully
YOU JUST SUCH A BITCH!
DAMN IT!
ARGHHHH~
What the Hell u tot u r~
Celaka!!
I think all the rude words also can't describe my feeling on u, mother bitch!
I know I'm not a useful ppl in this world, but better than u this fucker mother bitch!
U just keep producing RUBBISH to everyone of us!
ARGHHHH~!
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Thursday, August 4, 2011
BAD
just to complain in this post
a bad week!
bad tuesday! bad wednesday! bad thursday!
what the hell??!!!
ya, and u also!
i think u might reading my blog, following or whatever
fine, just to tell u here
ya, everything u see it is the fact, so what?
hello,
ya, we was together! so..?
that is PAST TENSE! past tense u know
dun try to let ppl tell me to visit yr status or what
dun try to let ppl know u r going to die but u r not
i'm not critic lesbian or what or either hate it or discriminate
but, we are impossible to be together
not because lesbian
just the reason,
u r not the type i want! and even for u too..
okay, and u said
u gonna to settle our things when u back
fine, i will b waiting
i gonna to hear what u going to say
what u going to do
what u going to show
and so and so... ...
and last,
u know it very clearly
i am a person who very regard privacy as a super duper important thing,
hate ppl stalking or else
so, if u are following
y dun u follow without secret and private~?
and too, everyone knew it, u just unwilling to let it go
not love
u can choose another ppl, mean u can throw it ad
but, can i just straight say u are selfish?
not to mean anything, just sudden pop out in my mind
trust me, u just tak puas hati saja...
anyway, God bless u
Good Luck & Best Wishes...from my truthful heart
next,
my back bone again
visit me again
i tot it was recovered
but it's not >.<
gonna to recover it
but really pain like hell~>.<~
can't sit for long
can't stand for long
can't walk for long
even can't sleep for long
DAMN~
finish complaining
.................................................
thx blogger~
anyway, i am not going to escape anythings d~Yeah~
congratz me~HoHoHo~
have a nice day, buddies~
Bless Eu~^.^~
a bad week!
bad tuesday! bad wednesday! bad thursday!
what the hell??!!!
ya, and u also!
i think u might reading my blog, following or whatever
fine, just to tell u here
ya, everything u see it is the fact, so what?
hello,
ya, we was together! so..?
that is PAST TENSE! past tense u know
dun try to let ppl tell me to visit yr status or what
dun try to let ppl know u r going to die but u r not
i'm not critic lesbian or what or either hate it or discriminate
but, we are impossible to be together
not because lesbian
just the reason,
u r not the type i want! and even for u too..
okay, and u said
u gonna to settle our things when u back
fine, i will b waiting
i gonna to hear what u going to say
what u going to do
what u going to show
and so and so... ...
and last,
u know it very clearly
i am a person who very regard privacy as a super duper important thing,
hate ppl stalking or else
so, if u are following
y dun u follow without secret and private~?
and too, everyone knew it, u just unwilling to let it go
not love
u can choose another ppl, mean u can throw it ad
but, can i just straight say u are selfish?
not to mean anything, just sudden pop out in my mind
trust me, u just tak puas hati saja...
anyway, God bless u
Good Luck & Best Wishes...from my truthful heart
next,
my back bone again
visit me again
i tot it was recovered
but it's not >.<
gonna to recover it
but really pain like hell~>.<~
can't sit for long
can't stand for long
can't walk for long
even can't sleep for long
DAMN~
finish complaining
.................................................
thx blogger~
anyway, i am not going to escape anythings d~Yeah~
congratz me~HoHoHo~
have a nice day, buddies~
Bless Eu~^.^~
Wednesday, August 3, 2011
孽
当初自己所种 所造的孽
理所当然的
自己必需要的承受一切
不要因为一时的冲动
而为自己带来将来的不便 及 后悔
痛苦的 会是自己
世事难料
多爱自己 但也别忘了他人
理所当然的
自己必需要的承受一切
不要因为一时的冲动
而为自己带来将来的不便 及 后悔
痛苦的 会是自己
世事难料
多爱自己 但也别忘了他人
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Tuesday, August 2, 2011
blogger-driod
Install a app at last week
But now just wanna try it ~><~
Okay,
Here I come~
Testing…
Testing…
Testing…1 2 3…
Ad posted?
Yeah~it's mean,
Success to used! C=
But now just wanna try it ~><~
Okay,
Here I come~
Testing…
Testing…
Testing…1 2 3…
Ad posted?
Yeah~it's mean,
Success to used! C=
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