Saturday, September 22, 2012

again. end sem.

end up my bad semester, a lazy sem :((
so sad I was been lazy for this sem and still with those hard, difficult and even complicated papers.. T.T
damn. sad.
and too, I'm  not try for my best in this semester. =3. sorry mom.
I will really work harder for the next sem, I promise.

and my face is superb, duper chann! haiz~>.<~
the photo I took aft today paper look so scary. *_* Gosh. sure I delete it liao la! >.<
almost one month++ didn't take care of my face >.<
it is really bad now. T.T

was planning to go starbucks just now, but my face really scare ppl lar..
so I change to going on weekdays. it will be lesser customers >.<

seriously, this sem I'm not going well.
I had him, but I think we have a different minded for each other.
I do loved him. but everything changed so cruelly.
I don't want to screw my life. I don't want to be idiot.
the biggest lies in world are those lies which can be trust, cheated by the liar too.

everything still go on, as normally
just I dun think we will like to cheating ourselve again and again.
I will give up everything, as give up those things I do not want to study before exam, even it might be important in the test.
just because of it is tired and hurts.

put yrself in other's shoes before u talk, u do an action.

I admit I was wrong, but not only me.

while, it is sem break now.
I was plan to rock up the break! and it will be start soon!
hey yea!
all I wan for now is just live for myself, and family too. :))
the other impacts, erm....depends lar~

at the last, what I had learnt,
human being in the world are cruel, and self-fish!!
all of them. included me.

and, I hate self-fish. superb duper hate it!
but I still have to face it... fake.

love yourself more to lighten your life. 
yea :')

Monday, September 3, 2012

final*again

it's the end of a semester, mean that final coming very soon :((
I used to hate this time. >.<

all the sub in this sem are memorizing sub. argghh!!
Law, QT, Macroeconomics, Information system, Consumer behavior.
QT is the only maths sub, but it still has a lots of things to memories! >.< so bad.

seriously, I dun hv any confidence for this sem.
normally I wish to get higher CGPA. But this sem, I just hope I can pass all enough, just wish to be 平平安安~ :3

I admit that I'm lazy, but it's not the whole point.
seriously, I hate uncertain, annoyingly, during the exam period. no matter midterm or final.
I won't be angry or dislike when u wan argue or kacau at the normal period,
BUT, PLEASE, NOT DURING THE EXAM PERIOD!!
*no matter people or event*

people are more troublesome, final time. and u throw me a "bomb".
yea, u may happy now, I'm hard to concentrate now.
and, I hope it is enough at all. stop here.
I can't accept any consequences or impacts.

I know I have some faults too.
but maybe both of us change. change a lots.
we though we still the same, but both of us were wrong.
we though we will be the one we wish to, but so sad is from the different viewpoint..

things change so fast.

Argghh!! Fuck.
I should focus on my final now!!
and dun think too much. (".))