last day and last few hours for 2o12
and..last post for this year. lol
planned go Seoul Garden with mom and nephew,
but the queen said go eat only then nxt time and the prince sudden got tuition also, then cancel. =(
planned go movie and then countdown with friends,
but sad case that I have to stay home. what the hell.. =(((
the weird sickness was with me for few months, more than half year..I know
at 1st, doctor said it is allergic, til now..and still no being better I have no idea what disease I got.
not a serious case, but I dunwan it stay so long with me.
seriously, I really duno what I had did for this year..
good things, bad things, nice things, shame things...
I not sure which type I had did the most =P
yaa, I just feel I had change, duno whr and what change, just a feeling..that is different than before.
mayb people call as grow up? lol
but in fact I really "grow"
grow old and fat, yaa, and hair grow longer. lol
previously I feel that my life should be fully enjoy the uni life.
"play hard, study hard"
but now I feel that imma not that type of genius, just can pick one of it only..
either play either study.. >.<
so now my life will be more boring start from the coming sem and onward =(
*but I still will play very hard! when it is time to play~haha
time fly, and so fast.
is going to be 21 years old, time for getting in CASINO! lol
when I was a kid or teenager, I wish to grow up faster, then I can do many things that I wan
but now, it seem not. when u gonna to take an action, u have to think everything before u do
to avoid failure, sadness and else.
life is not a trifling matter as I thought.
at least u can give up what u care. =')
有舍才有得
I dislike this word, but it is still definitely correct.
at this minute, what I get for this whole year is just "stay strong"
be stronger than no one can shot u down
and dun care so much, the more u care, the more u get hurt.
once u care, u have to standby for the coming hurts
everything.
hope. care. wish. just 50% enough, *and I think it is too much for these.
everything is by yourself, no one else can done for u
they may just help. not done...
my mind changed, but the happiness are less than previous
my attitude changed, but my laughing is less than previous
many things changed, and every naively. rorty. etc. all gone day by day.
mayb we should just passed by, get the lessons and pick up yourself and life goes as usual. :)
everything no changed, and we still the same.
anyway, there is a new year we are going for..
all the best, to you and me.
and
Happy New Year!
bless eu :)
