Sunday, June 16, 2013

Sad·ness

Suppose be back hometown this week, but end up nope. And I'm regretting now. I should go back, at least to accompany my momma.. :'(

What assignment, what discussion just a bull shit. I should trust on myself, my heart, my mind and even my feeling!! If I go back and I won't feel like this shit now...

Soon was follow sis go back home when I call him up and she told me, and then sure I call momma and u know what? She was alone in tesco!!wtf. She alone and who carry things for her? And some more Saturday is no plastic day, hw she take?! The worst thing is, she haven't take her dinner yet when I calling her, and it is already 11pm++ almost to 12am d!!!wtmf!! The cipek can't ask him to back another week?! And not even ask her for dinner as they know I x going back this week?! :'/

Just seriously fucking dislike this feeling. Why thing goes like this? It feel sad or even worse...

Momma, so so so so sorry... :'(
I promise u I will go back once I hv 2days free. I promise.. :'(((
Hw I hope I could beside u right now =(

I ❤ u mom :') :'(

And, Miss eu. ❤

Friday, June 7, 2013

The recent...

Life is just like a fool
Most of the time, bad things like to come together
And sure I hate it.

Sometime is work, sometimes is studies
Sometimes is own problem, sometimes is family
Sometimes is friendship, d
Sometimes is love.
But still sometimes is all of the above...

Recently kinda busy for studies, just only week 2 and I have to prepare so many things..hw I shall survive for this semester? :(

Beside, life is cruel. It will force to face the reality no matter how..just except u wanna try to escape it....
I hate myself to be that but I do always >.<

Maybe I have to train myself to be strong in decision making :/

But then, after reading some of the past post..found out that who u love are the important thing. Dun mess up or even ruin yr life. No matter friendship, family or beloved one.. Try your best to love, to understand them..they may leaving u some day..

Precious all the moment :')

Hold it tied to those u loved, especially the one who loved u very much. He/she has no point to love u but they do. It's not their job but they do. It's meaningless but they do. It may not be forever, but do hold them tied and stay with each other(s) until the end..

I don't know will I still have the chance, but I will be precious if I meet.. :)
It is a fate, I trust on it.
When people meet each others, that's a fate.
When people know each others. It is a fate.
When people broke up with the others, it still the fate too.
Sure, when people fall in love, it is totally a fate.

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Recently bit fall in love travelling with train
How I wish someday I could travelling around the world, walk by, pass by, drop by..... no matter do it alone or with the love one(s)

It's just a dream might achieve some day :)

Life is awesome, ermm..maybe amazing too.
I was be in the other town few hours ago and now I am in the others place d..

Technologies make these.

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Dun able try to change others, no matter mind set, thinking, action and so and so...

Just let everyone to be themselves.

Even me, myself :)

Cheer and build a wonderful life.

It just only once.

Sunday, June 2, 2013

污点? hmm

人生难免碰撞是非及小人
但 我怎么都没想到会碰到怎么一个没品的人 还要是男人的说

你说 追女生是用strategy的
我笑笑带过
你甚至说什么都是strategy strategies strategic
我也先一笑而过
再后来给予个人意见
再后来选择了沉默

回去第一条
你都说了 要得到那个女生还不就是strategy而已
都表面了 不必【用心】
而你成功了

试着让你用【心】
但都是多余的
后来放弃了

而你却说你动心了
>吊<

那么的巧
最近意外看见了你曾发给我的一条信息
说道你是"慢热的" "你是爱着的"

那种感觉
hmmm..当时看了或许还会心软
现在知道了你的种种和许许多多
那种感觉
hmmm..除了不屑我还真找不到好听的形容词了

当你从一个不动心 不动情的人身上听到这【爱】字
可想而知 那时多么的虚伪
而你的爱也太便宜了吧

话说后来
结束了
而你也更加的自己再自己
怎么说的更加呢? 我告诉他人说你之前是个怎样怎样的人 而后来却180度转变的也太快了什么什么的
哪知道TMD十个里就有八个告诉我说 【你 原 本 就 是 那 样 的 人 !!!!!!!!!!】
还告诉我之前大家都在背后说与问为什么我会和你在一起
ps: 那时问我的话 我还觉得没什呒。可现在却是觉得十分非常丢脸的笨!!! 操!

话说回去
所以说 你一开始就打算了用那【伪装】【虚伪】的你来接近我
而你也蛮厉害的嘛 可以tahan那么久 *佩服+鼓掌*

这些都不算过分
你批评我 数落我 甚至于挑拨离间 还要批评我家人?!! 你他妈的脑生水了hor?

不过也要感谢你的所做所为
不然也不会有要求证的人来问清楚
不然我也不会知道你真的真的比我知道的还要没品没德

那些相信你的朋友 我亦没必要去纠正了
尤其还是知道大多故事情节的人儿
只能说友情有时也就是如此
虽是心疼 但不强求

对了
你那些加盐加醋加麻油的故事情节
我再想那天我忍不着了 公开了事实 你会怎么样?
哦 还有我还高估了你的品德
那不会尊重他人决定 他人想法 他人隐私的 等等
或许你没有隐私权 但我有 :)

啊 对了对了
还有本日记对吧?
要是有心人想求证事实的话
我倒是不介意公开厚 ;))
因为我想知道那了解真相后的表情和评论

只是烦心忠诚的认为
我实在是没长眼睛 没长脑
一个可以说是没样貌 没本事 没品 自私又自利的人儿 我都看得上眼
实在是蠢得厉害 -.-

我就看你还有什么玩意儿可使 =)
ps: 若是不想让你知道 你永远都找不到 :)