Semester 3 in Foudation

Damn tired sem~><~
keep doing assignment, and presentatiom
and mid-term too!!

all come together~
is it a correct way that i study in UTAR..?
i think before that i quit UTAR,
then continue the cabin crew courses,
or,
come out learn some 手艺

i really feel uncomfortable in this sem....
not stress...
just... ...
...dislike ba..

or mayb,
i'm not that like study ba...

i hope i hv a super brain like a computer,
what things also can remember..
i hope i'm a dictionary,
can know everything in this world...

how wonderful is it, if i'm really in these~

but,
it's impossible...

i dunwan my mummy disappointed on me
i dunwan you might b hard in the future, if this is possible
i dunwan my family all feel like lose something aft i quit...

i really duno what to do
i really hate this feeling
i hate i'm poor in everything
coz that i cant do everything that i wish n hope...

if,
if i'm not the youngest,
if i'm not get the better result in SPM
if i'm a stupid person

i think i might enjoying the life right now,
傻人有傻福嘛~

mayb,
i might complaint that how come i'm so stupid,
but, at least i might happier than now...

i duno who can i talk to,
and how i gonna tell it...

not that i wanna complaint my life,
is i duno how to handle it,
i know i'm luckily than many ppl in this world,
i hv health,
i hv my lovely family
i hv friends, although is not that much
i hv chance done many things
i hv a lots, a lots... ...

mayb,
human being is greedy,

i just hope everything can b well... ...

i'm not dislike study,
i just duno what i want, until now...

很可悲吧我...
长得那么大了，
还什么都不懂...
我自己也替自己感到悲哀... ...

if everything can do without thinking any problem
how nice is it...

but, CAN'T

i hate assignment, that keep coming assignment
i hate having test, the test i always can't handle
i hate... ...
..
...
..
ooOOOoo~
actly,
is i hate myself....
the person who are noob and stupid and useless...

i hate UTAR too....
wat a fucking Uni is this...