My Big Family

i think my family is quite big,
coz relatives is many as i also duno hw many is it...

it is really many...
u can choose to not believe me also...C=

but a thing that i duno i should b sad for it or angry for it or "proud" for it...

that is,

that's No secret in my family... =.=

for me,
it is quite sad..

coz i'm a person who quite care for privacy..
dun ask me why, that's just me...

i'm duno what feel for me to face this "problem"

it's really no secret...........
too bad~!

seriously, i'm really not that like for this...
everything is o000Ooopen for every relative.

even that thing is abt mine, sometime i'm not so clear then them know abt...

i'm not so like this...
but i'm no other choice,
just acting, smiling at all...

just b quite....
quite all the time..

hope that i won't hv the feel of hate... ... ...one day...