what I wants? I duno too...

pass like a zombie or robot recently, kinda busy for everything, time are not enough for me.
but, is this suit for me..? and what i really wan for my life?
i dun think so...

everyday everything go and gone
and i even done or not
but i know I'm still alive and duno busy for what
just like pass day by day and do what ppl give it to me

the event
ya, the few of us really gonna took the whole event d
people in the world are more than the germs =.=
pattern really more than me.

the assignment,
I'm a noober, but if u are same with me, why dun u straight tell out
make me so confuse in the assignment =,=
but, seriously,
I really dun like to do assignment.

everyday,
I tot I'm happy
I tot i'm enjoy
I really tot that is it.
but when I stop down and feel
is that me?
what am I?
I dunwan be a monster like this. like hell.

when friends find for lunch, dinner, supper or else
I on. the mostly
til yesterday night
only I feel that, why i need to live suck like this..?
I prefer stay at home with the music and net.

and, Lambo ask, abt the relationship
I really duno. the both
yea, i admit, I'd need a shoulder, a hug, or a hold too
but I cant simply choose one to leave everything, as it has been settle
I cant cause a reason of DRY, then I go with a person
I can't, and I duno what I want too...

I'm not a mountain, I'm a human
I'm not cool or even freeze
just you duno abt me,
just you dun und abt me,
just you tot that is me... C=

I'm just a simple girl, but a person who are a nose of wax
I'm just wanna to be myself, stop asking me why I quite at the moment
I just dun hv things to tell and talk.

I'm tired to be a crazy and nuts girl.
I want back myself, that me.
but I ad cant found it, she gone...

she is very simple,
she won't be talkative,
she won't simply smile but sometime will
she like listening
and she still not a person who with a nose of wax

I like HER.

but she gone.

so, I duno what I am now.
I duno what i want now.
I duno who am I now.

sad case.

am I going to failed in this chapter?

hope that I'm not... God bless.. C=

but, I really hope I will know what I want...

having my deliver right now. nai you pork rice. C=

wish I have a better and great tomorrow C=

same to you guys too.