Degree Y1S1, Ended.

Finally,
I finished my final examination at 1130, few hours ago.
not with confident, but with stress and fear. I admit. =.=

whole semester, a short sem, 7 weeks.
I duno what I'm wasting a lots of time. such a Damn.
the beginning, event. ok, fine.
the next, assignment due date. but poor marks.
and the next, start dreaming, day dream, and dreaming...

what the... =.= suck..

I hate this kind of me. Dislike.

hope will be change, from now on.
but, I need someone to GUIDE me.. =C
the only problem is no one there..

nvm, I'll try to change and guide by myself. C=

and, recently join closer with KaiQi, a ppl almost the same pattern with me, but more mature with me.
give a LIKE to you. C=
good luck to your final ya! wanna see u in degree next sem liao!!! >.<

and another girl, SheenMan, a very b e a u t i f u l girl for me.
nice to talk, nice to play, duno will nice in the future not..hope we really could be better friend in the future.
coz I really like you pun. =b 有种莫名的气质。

the other case,
many ppl thought I was couple with QiYan
Oh no, please. WE ARE NOT.
(I write just to shout out what is inside my mind. usually I keep on silent, doesn't mean that I dunwan to tell or else. Just I took it was useless to be explain.
and this blog was not many ppl know abt, if u know, I doesn't matter pun)

we just friend
ya, I admit that I got think that we might be together one day.
but we are not, and will not.

the characteristic for both us, are the different.
and he is duno me at all.
how come there will have 2 people that duno each other, not clear at all to go together?
how come there have 2 people that know no future but will go together?
(I know this is my thinking.)
and yea, see, either 1 of the person are not gonna to go with, how come will be a couple?

dun even think u know me, I also duno myself at all
how come you will???

and so sorry for my selfishness
I was get my opinion and conclusion and also the answer.
the next I will do what I want, so I tell, and told.
so sorry for that..I doesn't mean to hurt you, but I did.

Damn me.

trust me, u might just feel dry only. not like. C=

ok, should be stop QiYan's things now.

Well, next sem, I might change course to Marketing.
I duno it is a good idea and better for me or not.
but I will think very carefully in this sem break.
I wanna be a better human, in everything things.

dun say I'm greedy, no choice, coz I'm wanna be a human being. C=
and dun tell me you won't be greed,
……I WON'T TRUST YOU.

so, marketing, can I get in with you?
an assignment for me in the sem break. haiz =.=

btw, I should stay happy. always should be.
so, …… ~~ cheers ^.^ ~~

Good luck for me, Esymee. C=

may God bless you too.

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