and finally!! I back from assignmentsss!!!

but too bad, the final is coming soon :'( what the...

6th Sept start my 1st paper. whoever reading this, bless me pls >.< *begging*

and still the same thing, my last paper still held in the last day since the 1st sem I change to this MK course =.=

why every time also me T.T can't i just have a bit longer break?? *sien* =.=

errmmmm....a lots of feeling wanna share, but just duno which and where to start 1st.

okayy...

1st, I was recall and look back those bloggies that I wrote, I posted.

my mine change *LOL*

but it seem not a good feeling..I was easily to fulfilled my happiness last time..although it was bit easy to get emo, but still "recover" very soon. But now, ermmm, I duno why seem worse than last time :( 

I was easily to get the feeling of happiness just because of a simple small fun thing. may just like I just had a simple lovely breakfast when I wake up in the early morning (ps: before 9.30am har...) or having a nice cake in the early morning/during high tea/hang out with friends bla bla bla.....

but now, I seem like miss a lot of things, breakfast, funny things, the view around me, people around me ( I used to observed people last time >.<) etc.. Every morning, the 1st thing I do is not about breakfast anymore. U know what, it is just looking on the clock and found out how many min left for me to prepare for class or assignment >.< what a lifeless..... seriously, I think I was skip my breakfast since week 3 or 4..and I lost contact with a lovely best friend cause of some stupid thing and people, and also these fcuking, stupid, busiest sem I had ever!!! I totally going out dinner with her only 2 or 3 times in this sem, and usually we will dinner together everyday!!! >.< and now sure our relationship seem a bit broken, at least I felt it there is something change..I lost a lots of her news, her thought, her jokes, things around her...and she's going to move her hostel, I just knew last few days cause of I asking something (forgot what things liao). Last time, I think I'm the Top3 people to know about her things, but now, I think I'm the last.....mayb but not least.. =/

honestly, I really quite down whenever I think about these...although she told me she will feel paisei due to long time no see..I still really dislike this situation anyway... and I had found out even friendship do need maintenance.. but this is definitely right. ='( I hope I'm not going to lost this friend who the 1st one I trust like a family.. I sound like "eating vinegar"-ing..ermmmmm...ya..I think so. and I admit it. cause I love her. *LOL*  I'm not lesbian btw, just take her as my soulsister =P

Next, finally I'm going back to my hometown tomorrow!! Finally!!!

feel yearsssss I x meet my pappa d >.<

hmmm...honestly, I a bit bit miss him ( I think the 1st time ever)

I wan go eat cendol, laksa, seafood, momma's soup, homemade jelly, homemade cake, homemade mooncake, etc.....

But too bad my stomach was not feeling well recently, I think is gastric =( mayb cant eat much things..But it still ok lar, still sweet can be back to my home ^_^ I heard momma said pappa gonna bought me an air-con in my room, but I still feel it is not a necessary cause I feel it still comfort without aircon. and I prefer to get a new phone/laptop instead of air-con lorrr...XD wahahaha!

it's 12am! gonna stop here anyway. TIME TO SLEEP! XD

ps: I gonna enjoy my every single day! hope u too ;)