Taiping now.

Finally I back from penang and stay at Taiping...

few days in penang, change my wallet quite poor and my weight also gain d, i think... >.<

now, I'm with Suat Woon and Jimmy at outside, kapsiao and online >.<
sien..I'm planning earn some pocket money recently =b
but duno hw ~>.<~

I found that life is short, we might miss many things in this world..
friends, beloved, enemies..and so and so..
we have to precious the things that we have right now.

I glad that I have friends, although not much,
I glad that I have family, although sometime really dislike =b
I glad that I'm normal, although is fat. XD
I glad that I have you, although you might duno...

oh no, I feel I talking like an aunty ><!!!
what the..

btw, i think i wanna do something for this chinese new year~
any ideas from you?  C=

Penang-ing

Yea~penang now

Ppl they are having their dinner

It's a tired day for me, keep driving,parking,and walking

Oh no~really tired ~>.<~

While, today I was spent almost RM250

but just small amount for myself only

The rest all was sponsor to Tan Chuan Soon liao!

He is the one who buy the most things

Finally~ he win me =b

But I don't feel regret for it, abt the sponsor

Coz I really take u as my nephew, my family C=

But I really want to complain that I'm really really very very tired ar~~~>.<~

And now, I really going to pokai liao >.<

Haiz, my beloved wallet, why u always slim down so000oo fast, and faster than me?

So sad for it nia =C

Start my saving again! Wallet, gain fat and fatter pls! C=

And this 2 days eat too much, later need go eat again, I hope I won't gain fat =b

Wakaka

Enjoy your life ya~

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幸福 ^.^

Wow~ 回到太平

一到家 就有甜品吃~ yeah~

榴莲黑糯米!!!

一个字:

棒!!!

谢谢干妈~ ^.^

爸 也喜欢吃哟~ 不简单吖~ 嘿嘿

幸福 真的很简单 C=

24th Dec 2o11

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Degree Y1S1, Ended.

Finally,
I finished my final examination at 1130, few hours ago.
not with confident, but with stress and fear. I admit. =.=

whole semester, a short sem, 7 weeks.
I duno what I'm wasting a lots of time. such a Damn.
the beginning, event. ok, fine.
the next, assignment due date. but poor marks.
and the next, start dreaming, day dream, and dreaming...

what the... =.= suck..

I hate this kind of me. Dislike.

hope will be change, from now on.
but, I need someone to GUIDE me.. =C
the only problem is no one there..

nvm, I'll try to change and guide by myself. C=

and, recently join closer with KaiQi, a ppl almost the same pattern with me, but more mature with me.
give a LIKE to you. C=
good luck to your final ya! wanna see u in degree next sem liao!!! >.<

and another girl, SheenMan, a very b e a u t i f u l girl for me.
nice to talk, nice to play, duno will nice in the future not..hope we really could be better friend in the future.
coz I really like you pun. =b 有种莫名的气质。

the other case,
many ppl thought I was couple with QiYan
Oh no, please. WE ARE NOT.
(I write just to shout out what is inside my mind. usually I keep on silent, doesn't mean that I dunwan to tell or else. Just I took it was useless to be explain.
and this blog was not many ppl know abt, if u know, I doesn't matter pun)

we just friend
ya, I admit that I got think that we might be together one day.
but we are not, and will not.

the characteristic for both us, are the different.
and he is duno me at all.
how come there will have 2 people that duno each other, not clear at all to go together?
how come there have 2 people that know no future but will go together?
(I know this is my thinking.)
and yea, see, either 1 of the person are not gonna to go with, how come will be a couple?

dun even think u know me, I also duno myself at all
how come you will???

and so sorry for my selfishness
I was get my opinion and conclusion and also the answer.
the next I will do what I want, so I tell, and told.
so sorry for that..I doesn't mean to hurt you, but I did.

Damn me.

trust me, u might just feel dry only. not like. C=

ok, should be stop QiYan's things now.

Well, next sem, I might change course to Marketing.
I duno it is a good idea and better for me or not.
but I will think very carefully in this sem break.
I wanna be a better human, in everything things.

dun say I'm greedy, no choice, coz I'm wanna be a human being. C=
and dun tell me you won't be greed,
……I WON'T TRUST YOU.

so, marketing, can I get in with you?
an assignment for me in the sem break. haiz =.=

btw, I should stay happy. always should be.
so, …… ~~ cheers ^.^ ~~

Good luck for me, Esymee. C=

may God bless you too.

1352.

Revision?

Yea, at Kean Sim's house now

Revising FAF, but I'm low battery-ing… >.<

It seems like nthg to read, to do

But seriously when I face it alone, it always come out a lots of problemssss…really sucks…

Teei Kong ar~ remember popi me har~ >.< ~

And also FIM in 23th. Po pi po pi~

* should be continue study liao >.<

+u, Evadne! C=

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千言万语

突然的 好多事情 一拥而上
突然的 发现了那一线光中的自己
突然的 发觉了自己是幸福的～ C=

感谢 感谢 再感谢，老天及父母

而 今天一觉醒来
后 发现的有样饰品不见了!
一直再找都找不到 心想: 难道 这就是缘分吗? 注定的吗…?
庆幸的是 回头就在厕所找着了!!! 嘿嘿，我 乐了 C=

其实 心中快乐 每天都是好甜 好天，对吧~ C=
我 知道，就是这样。

有很多时候 有好多好多的话想说
但也在很多很多时候 到了喉咙或嘴边 都不说了
也在很多很多时候到了键盘边 不打了
心里有许多的话想说 但 往往都没说
心里有许多的话想说 但 往往没机会
心里有许多的话想说 但 往往没时间
心里有许多的话想说 但 往往没对象……

就像现在一样 对家人 朋友 对你 对他 对她 她 他 他，
有些事情 故事 事件 我都不说了
一，免家人担心
二，免口舌多多
三，觉得还是算了吧…
四，……

唉，总之就是卡着吧。

就像一些爱 说不出 不能说 不行说
就像一些事 不行说 不能说 不想说
就像一些话 不爱说 不能说 说不得

人的性情 性格 个性，还真的多样化啊~
这 或许就是人的特别吧 C=

千言万语，始终 没对你说。


对了，最近有位朋友 小时候的童伴 C=
要结婚咯~~
恭喜吖~ ^.^ ~
(os: 不懂什么时候 我才有那机会呢？嘿嘿 =b )

找我当姐妹 还真不好意思呐~
再看吧
不过，祝福你 ^.^

NO more Connie. C=

Yea, here to tell..stop calling me Connie. I'm not, anymore. c=

dun ask for reason, cause nothing to tell. Just to remember that Connie, is not me.
Call me Evadne, C= I dun mind if u cal me real name, more prefer that tim =b
the full name is lonng.. ESymee EvadneYedda. what the.. =.= really really really....loong.... =b
(So my name will become ESymee EvadneYedda Tan..? what the...=.=)


so, Connie gone, ESymee EvadneYedda here.
I also take some time to digest it =b
and now I already got it, and go with it, so, here to announce to u. C=

Final coming soon, so, recently life are still worst..=.=
no mood study at all.. my F.I.M sure gg liao lar~~>.<~
I dunwan leh~ >.< Got to study after this !

but now, i think sickness is come to me, oh no~~~
I know is cause by myself, bad eating habit >.<!
Haiz~

so, tiee kong po pi ya~ everything Soon Soon Lee Lee =b




with the recent me~

Chann face >.<

effect from the cam C=

 got to study d~ +u!!! >.<

kepong 夜市

好久好久都没去夜市了!!!!
难得今天表姐说去耶 还以为她应该很少去这些地方的~

说真的, 我还是第一次到那么多人 那么多东东的夜市！！！
真的真的超多人的。
超难走的 =.=

有好多东东 是平时见到多很贵的 但在那真的超便宜！！
只是不敢保证那品质啦…
加上没带现金 T.T
是好也是坏啦～
不然 我应该花了有一百++ 吧 ^.^lll

有双鞋 RM 40, 衣服 不懂有几件 =b
发夹 发钗 发带 只差没发丝圈~~

但我一样都没买 T.T
另一个原因是太~~~~~~~~~太太多人了…

不过 有好多没吃过的小吃耶~
吃了那 越南的薄饼吧 很特别 蛮不错的 C=
台湾薄饼 （怎么都是薄饼啊~~>.<~~)
还有那些炸弹什么的………

肚子实在是填不下，不然我肯定吃到饱！！！ >.<

要找个人 下次陪我一起吃、逛、吃、逛、吃、逛…… ^.^ 嘿嘿

突然的 台湾夜市 我想你…… =b

不过 我面对着一个 蛮大的问题……
……润唇膏不见鸟～～～>.<～～～
老天，保佑我 “平安无事”啊~~



———— 生活 其实很简单 ————

这句话 我爱上了。C=

笨 就是我

到头来的忙碌 牺牲

其实什么都不是

笨 也笨得可以了…

对我了解的， 世上 到底有几个? 还是说 有这人吗…?

辛苦了那么的久，结果就是白忙

真的是TMD~

何必为难自己呢?做回自己吧…

人类与布偶 哪个呢?

加油吧，人生 c'=

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味道

嗅觉，赫然的 好感谢老天给予我嗅觉

可以闻到这世上的一切一切…

好吃的，难吃的

清新的，浑浊的

香的，臭的

我爱的，讨厌的…

等等 等等… C=

幸福，因为我闻得到 嗅得到。

妈妈 亲手缝制的枕头套

虽不是 特别的漂亮 精致

但 它里头有的是 爱，母亲给的爱

那味道 母亲的味道

特熟悉的 特爱的 特感动的…

在脆弱 无助 彷徨…的时候

抱抱母亲亲手造的抱抱 及 那枕头套，隐约觉得有了依靠，那感觉 还真是非笔墨所能形容啊~

妈，你最珍贵。C=

ιουε μ, mσmmα ♥•ˆ-ˆ•)/♥(*Ü♡*)

6122o11,2359.

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For you, Cancer. c:

is this really for Cancer ..?
i cant made the change for escape meh...? =.=
anyway, just for a look if u are cancer C=




【给巨蟹座的1封信】


逃避是他们的习惯 他们对自己渴望的东西总是先退到一边 似乎毫不关心然后突然扑上去。 他们没有很强的适应能力 却有天生的领悟力。...他们以自我为中心 懂得自我保护。他们最害怕孤独 但又注定了孤独。他们有很多秘密 他们把真实的自己藏于夜半的寂静和午间笑声的明朗中。巨蟹经常会说“我觉得”“我想” 他喜欢用敏锐的第六感来表达想法和感情。不喜欢复杂的环境 他喜欢呆在安静的地方做他喜欢的事 喜欢跟志同道合的人组成一个小圈子自娱自乐。巨蟹座善良 体贴 不计较 会细心的记住好朋友的生日。或许多愁善感 但仍然会在最难过时给你微笑.

巨蟹是十二星座中最为恋家的星座 他们是现代的模范伴侣 他们无论走到哪里都不会忘记家里有人在等着自己 遇到巨蟹座的恋人是最大的幸福。巨蟹是一个很感性的星座 一旦陷入爱情就会想要时时刻刻跟对方黏在一起。所以对痴情的巨蟹来说 每次结束一段感情 都是最痛苦的经历。

巨蟹天生悲观 脾气古怪 会突然爬进保护性的壳里。在受伤后TA很少反击 只会放弃 逃避是TA的习惯 TA对自己渴望的东西总是先退到一边 似乎毫不关心 然后突然扑上去。 TA很念旧 喜欢旧东西。TA最注重的就是安全感 希望被保护 却常常是一个人。TA希望有属于自己的空间 喜欢独处。

巨蟹不喜欢受别人限制 TA不喜欢任何东西过于圆满 对TA来说有缺陷的人生才是完美的 缺陷是灵魂的出口。TA的快乐都是微小的事 比如看见一只小猫或小狗。收拾干净自己的家 看着在花瓶里有水珠的香水百合。。。很多巨蟹喜欢顾影自怜 喜欢自己舔伤口。TA心里想什么从来不说 别人也猜不到。

巨蟹座的人有包容心 一般不会为了一点芝麻小事而耿耿于怀 具有容人的雅量 很少拒人于千里之外 再加上其有礼貌 善交际 富幽默感之迷人个性及对人道主义的尊崇 会有许多朋友。事实上巨蟹座的人经常会在强悍的外表下 隐藏着一颗柔弱的内心 TA就像这星座的表征－－螃蟹。

巨蟹总说着无所谓的话 喜欢瞎想 尤其是让人流泪的情节 巨蟹夏天露出皮肤时厌恶被陌生人触碰到 在公车上最为显著 巨蟹讨厌装的人 但有时候自己也不得不装 还装得挺真的 巨蟹笑起来完全不顾形象 任凭周围怪异的眼光也不会收敛 巨蟹的心思很简单 不喜欢勾心斗角。

最近· 我是巨蟹座 C=

De e-bike

Finally, it's came to me

Wait for so long long long time

Now only get

I had change the color, black

Not to follow or match ppl liked or feel C=

I am going to change back to myself C=

Owwww~ I really chong dong nia

The women take it to me,and didn't said anything and she leave…

And I didn't paid attention for it, just take the key and back to my room…

Just leave it~

Oh my~

Paid the money and left it like that…I really……celaka nia…

Bless u, little e-bike, stay healthy with me C=

And today will be yr birthday XD BoBobe~ (BoBobe is yr name, e-bike, hehe) actly I wanna put Ekibe mia~sound like Hebe,then dunwan lar~

Bobo, not bad also ma~ XD

Going to a event night later, Joy to UTAR, hope that have great fun thr~ C=

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复杂 中

要与不

问我 是前者

但 很多时候 不是说心里怎么想就怎么做

现在 本人正处于这状况中…

囧!

你是谁，我都快不认识了

但 我也快不认得我自己了 起码 我认识我自己比认识你强

你要什么 这真是个问题

我不想了! 这些烦人的问题 滚远些吧

越远越好!

难过 别跟找我啦 我不爱 也不要 =')

快乐，请找上我吧。

我累了…

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Roti Durian!!!

Wowwww~

Hey! Roti Durian, I'm coming!

Heard ppl said very nice very nice very very nice~ ……but I never try before T.T

BUT! I'm coming soon! LATER!

at 138, hehe~

Excited mood now~ xDxD

Wanna try? haha~ >.^

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痛

那无名的疼痛，不，应该是不知名的痛

为何一直要与我纠缠不清

为何你一直要与我过不去

我的生活 难道就不行自己为自己活吗?

若你早已不相信我 就无需再装做那么的相信。我傻 我笨，我会相信 你信任我

别再我面前演戏，我不喜欢 不爱 不接受 我不要! 而你也不是演员，不必费功夫在我面前一次又一次的演绎着 一次又一次的欺骗我

我 不 爱。

信任若已经不在，所做的任何事情 事物 都是【废】字一个，对吧?

呵，原来在你心中 我就是那么的――【贱】。

痛，我只允许你今晚陪我罢了，明早快走 快跑 别回来了!

喂! 那个 讨厌的 痛 ，你听到了吗?

晚安了。C'=

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The noon.

Finish class at 1400, but have to go for the medical check up

Met zhizi and ck thr, I should apologize for my unfriendly while event that time, but I didn't. Cause of, not dare

I'm sorry…

Yea, bang with those korean ppl again, what I got before I know, that a student beside us too, but alone

While we get to go, I ask the student too…the leng zai~ it's really not ba:u know!

Until I get the ans from "him", oh no~ is SHE! Not HIM~ and I just get her out of thr, it's a danger environment and situation

But I have to admit that she really success as a TB~ wow~ I like you! I mean your style XD

Feel tired recently, is that I using brain too much?! Impossible lar~

While, it's time to bed.

Night, world

*ps: I dun mind that u hate me, I won't care it. But, please la, dun act in this world la, u are not an actor/actress leh~ if u really can't stay for it, SHOUT IT OUT! I dun mind u spam on my &#0;FB too. C=

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In the class right now,,,

Oh ya~ 8.55am, I'm having class, but might a bit sleepy, no mood go through everything that lecturer teaching =.=

Quite sleepy right now =.=zZz

Cassie, a nice girl, nice friend beside me, she also feel sleepy too!!!

Haiz~8am class, bring us the sleepy mood >v<

Mid-term in this friday and saturday, but I still keep dreaming here T.T

I dunwan failed!

Should study liao ~>.<~

But mood really not stabil lar~

And last, tea bag that used leave it overnight and use to reduce dark eye circle, really work!!!

茶包敷眼! 严重的有效!!! XD

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2381-ing

1637, at my floor right now

Yea, I found that I'm in a nice environment uni

It's so much that I'll be like right here

And, writing this,

Not a conclusion

Juat to thanks a person who wanna pick me home

But really thx, I would like to walk today.

U might be angry coz I not giving face, but I really want to do something that I want. I'm sorry and thank you too.

On the way to home, after met with u

I was thinking about, for so long that I live, did I do something to myself?

Am I live because of me?

I'm doing something for my life and myself not?

I found something.

I found u.

It's time for me to live for myself, not a doll anymore

Stay alive for so long time, now just I realise, ishhh!

But I have to feel luckily for this, I found it before I dead C=

And to stay my mood smooth and smoothly, I have to open minded and cheer for everything C=

There's no enemy in this world.

Anhr har~ I feel that, I'm start to like myself C=

Maybe LOVE one day (=^▽^=)

Thanks those people who love me, I love you guys too. Muackz~ hehe

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1552, block b-ing

Having kaya ball and peanut chocolate waffle right now, at 1553 C=

Not a good starter, I miss 3 bus before my class ==

Haiz~ it was my fault, btw

I should be prepare earlier if I gonna to pick a bus

While, no notes in class but I printed ==

WTH~

It's ok, I still hv answer sheet for FIM

The subject which I'm weak >.<

The weather now is nice~

I'm going to back by walking! Yea~ by leg C=

Sometimes, I have to slow down to see the things just beside me, the view, people and so.

I have to enjoy and appreciate it. C=

Calling home just now, mommi sick =C

Soon accom her go for doctor, pappa get my called

I think, the unfriendly voice, that's also his ori voice XD

He might missing me and wanna me go back~ XDXD just my thinking =P

I miss u too, all of u

But I really not free for it =C

Have mid-term this week T.T

Wait me back and I da-bao yr favourite ya~ ^.^

It's time for me to finish my waffle now~ and, go home! C=

Just to conclude those that today I'm in campus.

And the feeling. C=

Home, here I come!

1608.

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The starter! ^.<

With a "natural" photo XP

Yea~I'm late in the morning xP

Oversleep for the time I set

Preparing for class,miss a bus,just now!!! Oh no~

Is a starter, what I'm going to do later? *thinking*

Whatever…

I have to finish my duo and peanut butter with bread, that is my breakfast,then rush to the bus stop XD, for the bus that my only transport T.T

Yea~new day new start, +U

Good luck to you too ~>.^~

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Yea, Got.

Having a facial mask right now

Not even take care myself but my face too

To stay pretty and beauty, including the exterior look too, not only the inside heart

Time for me to change

What to change?

Yea~my lifestyle, my thinking, my study, my pattern, my look, and my face too! And more lar…

Is time for me to go through the world,the society

I have to CHANGE! =)

Bless to me ya~

I have to pick up the younger look, NOW!

I can't to be thin like model, but I want healthy and pretty face as a model or artists

To weight down, the later step la~ XD

But I think one day I'll be!

Yea~ and I should be confidence too!

I can too!

+U+U!!! C=

I have to arrange all my time d

I need to live pretty and interesting!

I should be a girl that I want and like.

It's week 4 in degree now

Day-by-day

I wasted a lots of time, such a bitch for this =.=

I wanna to be better than now

That's what I want now C=

Finally, I got u C=

It's time to start, now

Opps, should be when I wake C=

The morning be the starter.

Coco, +U!

I'll love u soon, Connie·ahco C=

Good night world~

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what I wants? I duno too...

pass like a zombie or robot recently, kinda busy for everything, time are not enough for me.
but, is this suit for me..? and what i really wan for my life?
i dun think so...

everyday everything go and gone
and i even done or not
but i know I'm still alive and duno busy for what
just like pass day by day and do what ppl give it to me

the event
ya, the few of us really gonna took the whole event d
people in the world are more than the germs =.=
pattern really more than me.

the assignment,
I'm a noober, but if u are same with me, why dun u straight tell out
make me so confuse in the assignment =,=
but, seriously,
I really dun like to do assignment.

everyday,
I tot I'm happy
I tot i'm enjoy
I really tot that is it.
but when I stop down and feel
is that me?
what am I?
I dunwan be a monster like this. like hell.

when friends find for lunch, dinner, supper or else
I on. the mostly
til yesterday night
only I feel that, why i need to live suck like this..?
I prefer stay at home with the music and net.

and, Lambo ask, abt the relationship
I really duno. the both
yea, i admit, I'd need a shoulder, a hug, or a hold too
but I cant simply choose one to leave everything, as it has been settle
I cant cause a reason of DRY, then I go with a person
I can't, and I duno what I want too...

I'm not a mountain, I'm a human
I'm not cool or even freeze
just you duno abt me,
just you dun und abt me,
just you tot that is me... C=

I'm just a simple girl, but a person who are a nose of wax
I'm just wanna to be myself, stop asking me why I quite at the moment
I just dun hv things to tell and talk.

I'm tired to be a crazy and nuts girl.
I want back myself, that me.
but I ad cant found it, she gone...

she is very simple,
she won't be talkative,
she won't simply smile but sometime will
she like listening
and she still not a person who with a nose of wax

I like HER.

but she gone.

so, I duno what I am now.
I duno what i want now.
I duno who am I now.

sad case.

am I going to failed in this chapter?

hope that I'm not... God bless.. C=

but, I really hope I will know what I want...

having my deliver right now. nai you pork rice. C=

wish I have a better and great tomorrow C=

same to you guys too.

Sunday, lunch time

wake up in thr early morning 8am++ ,but really too boring and bit bit sleepy pun

so continue sleep till 10am++ only waked

qiyan ask for lunch, I on

coz katie go ipoh and many others back hometown liao, eat deliver very sien nia ~><~

Sushi king now

waiting for so long, now finally my bento come liao!

qiyan's still waiting~hehe

I eat 1st luu~ C=

thx qiyan bring me out .

――那/哪 个我――

难过时 自己慢慢的过

伤心时 自己骗着自己过

开心时 没人分享自己懂

困难时 靠着自己去解决

除非到了非常必要 或 紧要时

才向 家人或朋友 求助

但 目前还没遇着的说 C=

难受时 想找个依靠 但没

伤心时 想找个肩膀 也没

想要个 拥抱 一个慰问  一个依靠

真的那么的难吗?

实在的 别再让自己习惯了一个人 依赖了一个人

往往 寂寞的会是自身…

找个对象? 呵，我没那市场 更没有胆

而 因寂寞 而找对象 对大家都不公平吧

而 那 慰问-肩膀-安慰-拥抱-依靠-甚至与 --依赖

朋友 也不能这样的让我欺负 受我气吧

而别以为我朋友多

但 实际上 朋友们不多 来来去去 都那几个

又能怎么样呢…?

实在是不懂自身要的是什么了

性格上 近来发现是万分的恐怖

我不要变成 我讨厌的那样子。

我不要变成 我不爱的那样子。

我不要，

我不要复杂。

请还我简单，好吗?

那 过往的我，去了哪?

欢笑归欢笑 认真归认真 的那个我，在哪了?

我不喜欢 不爱 ---------- 现在的我。

所以，也请别爱上我。

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Saturday! What to do?

Replacement  class on 11am-2pm

Sienna~ last time mood wanna keep study and revision mood, duno go elsewhere liao =.=

And I just keep stay in android market whole the class, haiz, really damn what I am now.

Now,at Tian Lin's house, AmmMo,our baker~~ haha, they planning what to cook, or baked later, I'm the one who waiting to eat XD

Stay tuned C=

——最近·的生活——忙。

开课有三星期了吧
到了现在 几乎每一天都是忙 忙 忙 忙 忙……
忙！！！！！
都不懂自己在忙什么
每天回到房里 放了文件夹 又在出去
每每都蛮迟才回到房里睡觉

这样的生活 维持了到现在
样子 直接的老去！！！ >.<
憔悴 只是众人的安慰 T.T
超讨厌金宝要买了面膜什么的都要去到好远好远的
所以 保养品 最近我很缺!!!

不过说真的
这样繁忙得乱七八糟 差点喘不过气来的生活
也未尝不是件好事
忙 event, 忙assignment,功课 忙 找资料 什么的
时间24小时根本就不够用~ T.T
但 时间排得满满的
连上个网 都没时间的那种
实在 也是不错 C=
真实的感到自己实在的活着。

生活上 偶尔来些转变 也蛮不错的 C=

虽然简单 平淡 的，但 偶尔的起伏 会为你带来另一番的风味 及 体会。
这种生活 还挺不错的~

【忙】 这词，真真实实的用的上了!! 哈哈 XD

现在的我 是时候去补眠了~

晚安，亲爱的世界 C=


********3th November 2o11*******
附上少数的照片。C=

这是“双剑合璧” >.< 俊贤 的idea XD

芝祺 C=

AmmMo~!!! 我们的大厨 XD

——此时此刻 · 与我的笨——

到底的 你和我都想怎样???
结束 这词，对，我我的确是说过
但 真正结束的那人 是你
我说的冷静 你却一次又一次的把它喻为结束
我说的一切 你有放在心上过吗????

曾经 曾经的曾经
有好多的事情 事物 我说过了 表达过了
你可有认真的放在心上??
是 的确的你是有些事情 事物 有关心过 我也感动 感触过
但 实际上 是什么的样 你知我知

何必惺惺作态呢?
大家 都会伪装 乔装 甚至于变装!
但 我敢说我基本上 都不伪装 尤其在熟人 朋友面前 更何况是在你的面前!!
除了在有些场合 我的确会收敛 保住自己和大家的面子
而你所谓的伪装 实在是 —— 放屁!!!

到头来 大家一直以为的了解
纯粹只是个屁!!!!
呵 我也实在想的太天真了
以为 有十全七、八美
结果 实际上只有 三美吧…
而 你对我的误解 更是十分的美。

算了，
你已经作出了选择
必须要的尊重 没埋怨
而 懂我的 了我的 何必解释，不懂我的 不了我的 又何必解释。

加油～
为大家都加油
也祝福彼此 C=

——最近——

百年没上来了
近来实在是有够忙的 =.=
campaign，上课，assignment……
在short sem 还是不要开玩笑好~
这sem虽然只有2科，但都不能浑水摸鱼 >.<
Financial Accouting for Framework 1, Financial Information for Management
尤其是那FIM，十个有九个是说:"huh?你拿FIM啊?很容易肥佬的wor……" 还一个就会很淡定的对我说 "加油啦……"
什么跟什么嘛……我也不想拿的啊
HOD给的我就拿了嘛 >.<
已经是week 2 了，arghhh~好快,感觉final快到了…… T.T

短短的几个星期 short sem 可不是开玩笑的
我的感想 就只有这句。

而 大家都过得如何呢?
FB，微博，blog 都很少开了
(os: 我真的有那么忙吗???? >.<)
很多人的近况 都不清楚
除非是面对面聊天 还是从他人口中得知的那种
不然 我可是什么都不知啊~>.<~
够悲哀的……

大家 别再问我感情了
我很好 我没事 也没怎么样~ C=
谢谢朋友们的关心，真的有感动到~>.<~
我表面没说什么 但我心里真的很感谢你们
(也因为你们没blog所以我才好意思写的, 看过的人儿 静静就好 ^.^)

而我承认 朋友中 男性的却是占大部分
但 大家都知道彼此担任的身份
各有各的 生活
但 偏偏讲的就是义气 友情 T.T
虽然有时 很气人
可 在有事情 还是怎么样的时候
你们总是会跳出来 弹出来的~
短短两个星期不到 我已经体会到了
真的 很感谢你们 C=

每天的嬉笑 发颠 一副无所谓的样子
而在那某一天里 赫然发现这样的自己突然好累……
我根本就不怎么爱说话 何必为了他人 拼命在说话呢?
我根本就不那么爱大笑 但 为何因为他人而胡乱的乱笑呢?
我根本就不会和陌生人沟通 但何时我是那个开头的那位?
什么时候开始 自身把自己搞得如此的狼狈呢?
自己都不人的原本的自己了
习惯了那面具 当摘下时 自己的样 几乎和面具的相似十足
习惯 可是不简单的一个惯样

那真实的自己 还有谁人会记得 谁人会认识呢?
而 那真实的自己 又去了哪里呢? 还在沉睡吗?
当它回来时 大家都不认得 不习惯吧..?

“其实 我很好”

那时 我就应该是这个回答吧
是真心的答案 同时也是最没有说服力的答案

不过
我其实 真的还挺好的 C=

人生 总得有起有落吧
那样才不会太过的单调 及 无聊
不过 还是比较向往那 简单 平凡的生活
因为 我就是那平凡，何必把自己搞得不简单呢? C=

这个semester，大家都加油吧! ^.^



*近期的自己

昨日的我 那时上课上一半 XD

ta-dang~ 今天 C=

对了
分享下一个蛮好笑的video !!
感谢豆腐!!! haha XDXD

看看下 XD
名字 很重要哦~ ^.^

那巧妙的“对号入座”

很多事情
说出来 解释了 誊清了
也显得多余

最厌的 罪犯的 最恼的
就是在不对的时候 遇到那些 不对的事 不对的人
是尤其的不舒服……
也尤其的讨厌……

也许是巧合吧
一开面书，那么巧妙的，你的status就是第一条
要不是用心一想 我的确是不会对号入座
或者是说 明白你摆明是再说我吧
若不是到你profile一趟
我还真不知 本身既然是拥有这那么大的影响力吖……

原本还想po在面书了的说
要不是因为多说了 解释了 很有可能会引起更多或更大的误会
早就指名道姓的po面书了

而po在这呢
是因为这没什么人会看
也“低调”点的说
我已没那把任何事情都po上面书的习惯了
并不是说 你 做错还是什么的
只是那不是我的风格
我没说我没po 只是并不是所有事件事物
所以 这篇无谓 无聊 的部落文，才会出现
在这没什么人注意的地方

下次 你若要什么 要怎样 直接说好了吧
不必那么的客气
而那也不是你的风格

我想我也没有必要连名带姓的po出来吧
不过 若你是需要的话
就告诉我吧 我倒是不介意 无所谓
我想你是知道 我说的 指的 是你

对号入座
这词 还是留给你吧
我顶多也是你刚刚那“对号入座”的那一次罢了

其实 若我们不能 坦荡 坦白 直接 的相处
甚至于可以说是 我们有沟通问题吧
那 倒不如干干脆脆的 不联络
直接回到 那不认识 不相干 的关系不就好了
而 这也不是你一直想要的吗…?
这也对大家都好
你好 我也好
win-win
何乐而不为呢~

啊 对了
若我说了什么错的 你不爽 不听的
那 抱歉

不过 这都是我的心底话。

那次与面粉切磋记

最近应该是太空闲了 没事做
昨晚 竟然和面粉过意不去
把它糊成面包!!!
别小看我~

不过说就容易
“发功”可是没想象中的简单…
啊我那老妈 嘴巴上一直说帮忙帮忙
结果 虽然算是有帮忙
但 那该死的面粉已经成形了啦…… =.=
啊麻妈你要帮忙也“假装”露出点诚意嘛… 真是的 T.T

我只记得搓得好 久 ～
不过是边看戏边搓的啦 ^.^'''
麻妈一直叫我搓到Q为止, eh,我哪懂嘛~>.<~
她就一直叫我搓 一直叫我搓 一直叫我搓…
所以 就觉得好久囖……^.^'''


之后 面团都发了
我那老妈才问我 “eh, 要我帮忙吗? ^.^” ……=.=
阿妈，我都快搞定了咧
那副最苦的笑容在我脸上绽开的同时
老妈又说 “就知道你需要的啦……”
…=.= 啊老妈，我似乎还没 甚至没回答厚~ ><

所以麻妈是帮忙包入馅料的……就随便算她有出份力啦~

至于那个过程
实在是好气又好笑~
我那野蛮老妈 实在是拿她没办法 C'=
就懒惰描述啦
本身以后也应该会记得的…
唉~我野蛮的一家 C=

……
…………
…………
……
…
……Ta-Dang~~

感觉还不错吧~ ^.^

第二轮，
……等待中……

O00oopppsss~~~>v<~

人家无聊嘛~ ^.^lll

鬼脸大作战!!!! XD

erm....接下来的咧
因为本人手痒的关系……
调了另个烘培的方式……结果……
……就这样咯…… >.<

一边 焦 料 >.<

>.< 可怜……

也"顺便的"试用那apps ~XD~

4个小时的“切磋”
最后 算是我占上风吧~ XP

最后!
我的总结~!
味道是不错，尤其是在烘出来那温热的那时~ (我知道我在讲废话 >.< )
但，这不是重点~

重点在于……
这是个手工面包~
所以啊~
我 的 手 超~ 超~ 超~ 超~ 酸 的~~~ >.< ~~~

那一夜，我好难入眠哦~ T.T
这样也不是 那样也不是 ~>.<~
就手放哪里都不对就是啦!天~!!!!
今早起来还超不舒服的 >n<
真希望有个人可以帮我按摩~~T_T
这还可是我第一次那么渴望按摩耶~
终于体会到 按摩的重要了……

ps: Jimmy, 你那笔账，迟些再和你切磋切磋~
我先闭关几天先 ~>.<~

That's It, Current Moment

sem breaking now..
what to do..?
have many plans at the past..
but now all gone =.=

i planned gonna jogging every morning
but i everyday wake at 10am or 11am.. =.=
i planned travel to thailand,
but momma dunwan go and duno find who accom me go >.<
i planned clear up my house
but even my room also not yet clean up >.<!!
and many and many...

now at ppl house,
they playing game and leave me sitting infront the pc.. T.T
nothing do,
so i update blogg~
and this ppl dun giv me mouse,
so i very hard to edit >.<
btw, dun laugh me, i know i'm very noob when using a pc =.=

what to do the next..?
travel..? no money liao >.<
study..? what to study now..?
cleaning..? erm..waiting the mood !!>.<

ya, and i said wanna quit fb,
hoehin said whr should i put those my ss-pic?? =.= what the...
haha, maybe i should MMS to him..? hahahaha XD
seriously, i really feel wanna quit, but nowaday many things mention and connect to FB,
haiz...=.=

a mooncake festival passed, a nothing special day
no lantern, no candle, no firework, no games...
this was my mooncake festival in this year....
and my current and recent.

——人生——

很多时候
许多人都会想要暂时的逃离 暂时的放弃
甚至于 希望一切重来
对吗?

我承认
我是习惯性的逃避
但 理应应该改了不少了啊
突然的念头
好想 就这样的失忆, 忘了一切
好想 就这样的离去, 抛下一切
好想 就这样的死去, 一切一切 再与我无关……

怎么了?
别问我 我本身也不懂怎么了
突然的 想写一写
但 别担心
我并没要去死
时辰尚未到……

就这样的离去
似乎对不起家人 也放不下他们
而 死去，
这 似乎说的有点胡闹 所以 想想就好
反而 就这样的失忆
脑子里 还经常有这念头
感觉 应该挺不错的

有些时候
许多许多的事情
我真的不想知道 也不想理解
人生 就是如此
往往要人们都经历 生老病死  拥有 七情六欲
谁人啊 无被伤害过呢?
人生啊 人生

其实 把人生看穿了
重点还不是 生——>死
过程 是看你如何去经历罢了
享受的 煎熬的 痛苦的 苦尽甘来的 幸福的……等等等等
在你还没看见真正熬着辛酸难过日子的人儿时
请别埋怨 其实我们都活得比他们幸福……

对啊，那 我还怨什么呢
四肢健全 五官正常
感谢上天 感谢爸妈 吖~
其他事 就顺其自然 无谓多事吧
做好自己 享受自己
不就好了吗?
为自己 挂上那虽不讨喜 但真实漂亮的微笑吧 C=

国家政治天灾意外人为 什么的
看多了 都累了
一切 也似乎不那么重要了
只剩 家人
有曾想过 不念书了
爸 也别干了
国家政事 什么选民不选民的
咱就别理了 不管了
咱们到山上居住，以 耕种为生
过着轻松 无再多的烦恼的日子
两袖清风似的
如何吖?

呵呵~
在笑我吧
我知道 我也太天真了吧
现在哪里还会有人愿意在山里 还是乡里居住吖
我亦向我妈开玩笑似的提过
同样的 她直接的就把莲花姐被众人指责 嘲笑 的那案子 作为了她的回答
那时 我真的完全的明了……C=

突然的希望
自己是个乡村孩子
从小就会照顾自己 照顾家人
从小就会打点一切 生活简易
从小就会烹饪烘烤 不忧饿着 就算是简单菜肴也好
当然的 现今的世纪
当然的 要有个爱护 关心 孩子们的父母吖
就算我们会照顾自己 打点生活的
父母也还会有那份爱 就够了

而那时的我 管他是乡芭妹 还是乡芭佬
应该常希望到城市去的
甚至去闯一闯也说不定呢
但 终有一天
我会体会到简单的好
我会知道自己属于什么地方
而什么地方 最舒适
谁不希望 生活很好 要什么有什么
谁不希望 工作轻松 日子仍好过吖
你可以说我没进取心，我认
但竞争 也只会让人看清更多人险恶的一面罢了
其实 简单的生活不好吗?

我亦不想再和人困难的相处下去了
不管是 憎恶的 讨厌的 看不顺眼的 虚伪的 做作的 沟通不了的
你若不当我是人儿 我没关系
但 谢谢你那么看得起我
我只是个小人物 没必要当你生活中的坏人大配角
而我也比较贪心
要么当我是路人或临时演员　要么让我当主角
与其你看着我难受 倒不如赐我一见隐形斗缝 你眼不见为净
我倒无所谓 只是要你因我而心口作痛 我自觉罪过
与其你认为我是多余的 倒不如把我归类于垃圾堆 不必为我烦恼
我不在乎你对我的看法 只是要你担忧 我受不起啊
与其你在我面前惺惺作态 倒不如去面试应征演员 说不定你以后就是位大明星呢
我天资有限 不会欣赏你的演技 要你费神费劲的在我面前表演 我实在是不好意思
与其你与我难以沟通 倒不如日后咱俩点头虚寒 微笑问暖 招手为Hi 挥手为Bye 争吵也不再存在
我并没有不愤 只是在意见分歧的时候 选择了沉默 让争吵黯然地离咱而去
要你费力费气地与我争执 我实在是自叹无奈啊~

人生
真正的领导者 及 掌控人
是自己
命运 也只不过是3分运气 7分主宰
到头来 也还不都是自己
别理他人的评语 别在乎他人的眼光
做好自己 把自己的角色发挥到最好
让生活充满了自己爱的模式
这一生 就愧对得起自己啦~

何必为了他人而伤心呢
伤心伤肺的 他人知吗?? 他人不珍惜 是他人的损失
何必为了他人而愤怒呢
伤神伤气 患了内伤谁替你治疗
何必为他人心烦呢
伤了脑筋亦伤神 何不让脑子多干些好事呢
何必不为自己想想 为自己家人想想 为爱你的人想想呢
替那些无谓的人儿 伤心伤神伤肺伤肝伤肾的 值得吗?

人生 不长也不短
一生中 你能有几件事情是有意义的吗?
有几件是有纪念价值的吗?
有几件是值得回味的吗?
亦有几件是与家人一起的吗?
还有 几件是能 不由自主的牵起你的嘴角 会心一笑 而微笑就此停留 不把悲伤给带来的吗?

有一天
我离开了这世界
或许没人记得我
这没关系
但 我希望 我这趟人生并不是白来的
起码 也要有几件美事~

也许 有天我该尝试背包旅行吧~ C=
加油, 我的人生

Breakfast + Lunch

Whr I am right now~
With ahDar

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Update!

Recently quite lazy + not free to update ~>.<~
every time say wanna update,
but mostly no time at the last =.=

final coming soon,
still not yet study >.<!!!
coz of................lazy.... (^.^lll)

time passing so fast
i still not yet enjoy enough in this sem
haiz...
everything is going fast like hell =.=

nothing to say much in this post,
will post other stories in the next posts C=

share a photo taken in this noon

chinese July not yet pass ~~+.=
who is that..?
xDD

—The Weather in Kampar, recently—

not a nice weather in kampar recently
it's freaking hot in the morning and noon,
but since yesterday,
(i duno the previous, coz i just back on sunday night ~>.<~)
almost at 4pm++ , Heavy Rain+Wind arrive!!!

so, same as yesterday,
just got a heavily rain & the scary wind ~>.<~
the wind really blow very strong, and the sound really geli nia~
the chairs and table at my living room also drop!!!
OMG, my room at 2nd floor, quite high d leh~
luckily Joey close the door nia~
if not, sure flood liao ~>.<~

but just a while only,
around 4.50pm
——it stop—— (=.=)
really speechless on this suck weather~

kampar, when can u stop disappointed me???

*a question pop out again,
 should i study degree course in kampar or setapak? *

Arghhh~Damn it >.<
stop thinking those things for while

i better think what to eat right now C=

——Problem——

i was thought my this sem included my final exam will finish at 4th Sept
BUT, it's not!!!

00OOooOOWW~!!!!
IT'S TOO BAD!

i just hv 2 subjects in this sem,
6th Sept - 1 sub
8th Sept - 1 sub

Haiz~
holiday gone again~T.T~
i still thought i can go Genting, KL, Penang, even Macau too!!!
now i know Macau surely say GoodBye to me d T.T
KL mostly will be thr~
Genting, erm....not sure yet...
Penang, depends lar~ >.< ~

a problem pop out again,
should i continue study in UTAR, in the degree course Commerce Account?
or i quit here?
but if i quit, whr should i go????

Cabin crew?
erm...many ppl are not supporting me in this way,
thought it is complicated working area,
i knew, and depends on yr own what~
and i also need time to keep fit!! ~>.<~
so, skip it 1st

taking a course such like diploma in taiping?
oh no, i dun think so ba..
when finish also almost same like SPM only..
and also wasted my time and money in UTAR

marriage??
Gosh~i dun think i will get marriage so early,
maybe......at 30 years old?? ^.^
coz no ppl wan ba~ hehe~
and i also dunwan b a person who look like useless~>.<~

if let husband take care everything of u,
i think one day he might feel tired,
and i will feel ashame too, coz i know NOTHING
when arguing, he just a word then can PK me d~
"everything of u are provided by me!" ,c, sure die mia~
and sure coz of money,
i dun like arguing because of Money, is it worth it?

such a headache problem~
~~~~my future~~~~
~WHERE ARE U~

miss that time when i was a kid
nothing to worry
nothing to decide
nothing to busy

but it's too bad~
i have no much memory abt my childhood
i also duno y~
that's why i dun like to talk abt my childhood experience~
(a secret had been with me for long time~)
if read, just knew it then ok d lar~
dun help me to promote it ya~ XD

anyway,
it is the time to start my revision d~
God, Bless Me please~

share a photo with Daniel

a day spent with him,
it is freaking tired to take care him~ XD
but thanks him,
have fun with me·complaint to me·and like me
thanks for being my nephew